When a player announces that they’re planning on leaving WoW, never to return, a lot of us roll our eyes, smile, and nod. From time to time, I’ll come across posts like these on the official forums, usually greeted by “you’ll be back” responses and promises of “we’ll see you soon.” That’s probably why I’ve never announced my breaks on the official forums – it’s trollbait.
Since I left, I’ve sunk my teeth into LotRO like a ravenous dog (and loved it, I might add). I’ve also tried out some of the other offerings on the market: STO, EVE, FreeRealms. Nothing about my time in these other games has been unsatisfying or unfun. I’ve actually come to appreciate LotRO more than I ever have before, calling it my new “main game” over on the right.
But, to the point, I’m about six months from the last day I played WoW and I’m feeling the urge to resubscribe for a month.
Like every other time this has happened, I’m forced to ask myself why. Why do I feel compelled to return to a game that, while I love, has nothing new for me to experience. I’ve seen all that I’m able to at this point, a few spare quests notwithstanding. If I go back, it will be to do what I’ve already done, alt or veteran character, it doesn’t matter. Heroics and emblems. Dailies. Gold. Mounts. Pick-Up-Raids. Guild chat.
For a while now, I’ve fallen back on the reason that it was my first game. I have the rose colored glasses. But, I don’t think that’s all of it.
I think the reason WoW pulls so many of us back is that it’s predictable. It’s comfortable. WoW doesn’t offer many new surprises on subsequent play-throughs. It’s about being able to plot a clear path ahead. From the outset, WoW assures you that you will move from point A, to B, to Y and Z, and there’s something pleasant about that, like a worn blanket from childhood. You can count on WoW to give you exactly what it always has.
It’s worked before, right?
But this fact about it isn’t a bad thing. There’s a certain familiarity about WoW that trumps the unknown in other games – some of the time, anyhow. In LotRO, I enjoy questing. Yet, at the end of the level grind, will I find my time worth it? What awaits me at the end of the rainbow… raids? Dungeons? Grinding? The prospects at once excite me and cause me pause.
Maybe it’s not a WoW thing. Maybe it’s a “first game you ever capped out in” thing. I’m not sure. At it’s core, I think what pulls so many of us back to WoW is that we know exactly what to expect from it. We have some assurance about what we’ll be getting. When so many games ask you to take a leap, WoW gives you the safety net of past experience.
At least that’s it for me. Is there something in particular that keeps pulling you back to a game you’ve left?